Your Light Is My Night

Reminiscing your dim past and hollow future, your light is my night and my day is your murk

A day with you will never end but an hour away will make me judge

A leap of faith will be in place but faith is not about having the right answers, faith is a feeling, and a hunch

A testimonial will be needed for my faith, but believing in you shakes me to the core

My thoughts take over and mess me up and I see myself in your world, which is a nightmare I don’t want to confuse

In every girls era there is a hero, but I know our path will never collide, so either I go or let me go.

My Dream, My Escape and My Peace

A dilemma is in order

Dreams are easy to create, in a glance of an eye we move to our creation, where humans are sinless and raindrops are crystals

My words might be dreamy but do we survive without our dreams, I’ve been an artist, a doctor, a great world leader and many more but the infatuation of my mind is just great than my own

Step into that dream and make it a reality but what’s the fun in reality if we are escaping from it

I need my solitude, my vision and my escape that’s my peace, and I made a deal with it.

A New Day

We are raised to believe that we create and control our life because nothing comes easy, but when we try our level best to get what we want and fail, we know how weak or strong we are.

I believe we never learn to stand up unless we fall, we never know what a smile is unless tears run down our face. I believe that we can't create and control our life unless we fail.

Now, I woke up and opened my eyes and everything is clear my good and bad days have ended and now it's time for a new day. I'm ready to try to stand up alone and smile after my tear.

My Soul for Love

My recipe is magic and and wonders to make rain and thunder, so u look in my eyes and wounder why I'm sane but yet still have my brain, on the verge of sanity trying to keep my mentality.
I then ponder the thoughts that gave me power made me feel like I'm devour the fire that burns my soul with sour thoughts and the darkness made me slower,
Trying to shower but the water turns to blood and I start to devour past that feed my super evil power, I saw u then light past throw my sight, I have hope to love again but no one sees my vain.

AS I SAW YOU

The world is twisting as I see it through your eyes
My voice faints as I hear yours
My soul becomes cheerful just like yours
My life is changing cause I know you
My world is you cause I see you
I would turn the seas purple if a could just for you
I would count the rain drops to show you how much u mean to me
As I dream I see you waking me up to hear the words "I love u"
As I saw you the first time I was pulled by your beauty that was unexpect-able
I like you that's not enough I love u that's what I shall do

A Year

A year has passed and here we're more in love . I remember the first time our eyes met, our hands touched and the first time we said hello and good bye.

Our first I Love you , it kept me wondering if its real. Its been a journey that I'll never hesitate to go on again and again every time life presents it, as long as its with you and only you.

You always know how to make me smile and forget my sours , you are for sure my happy pill..... You offered me more love than I can ask for .... You taught me how to care and all about real true love. I look in your eyes and I can see the passion you have for me.

With all the ups and downs we had you manage to keep me close especially to you..... You supported in my decisions.... You know me too well and it been only a year. With you only I can see a future that I envy myself that I'm part off. I always and will love you and care for you when you're sick, happy , sad and old .... I want to be beside you and only you in every step you take in our life together. I can say you made my life.

There isn't a word that could describe how much I love , cause LOVE is not enough for what I have for you.

My jaanu , my heart you're all I want in this life.

I love you so much ...... And I spend my whole existence repaying you back for this happiness.

My Eden

My brush took me away to another world
Where the skies are pink and violets are blue
My heart was racing with my imagination
And there i saw my never ending strength
When I drew the sun and the trees
Blooming flowers blossomed behind me


For a moment there i didn't know it
But my emotions had a brush of its own
The garden i once drew in front of me
Is now the Eden that i can't control
My heaven found me without looking for me

I Thought About You

It's the way you make me feel ,

the way you make me smile.
The world is beautiful through your eyes.
Though my feelings for you are still in the dark,
afraid to see the sunlight and shine.
Something inside me scared to face the truth
and I believe I know the secret ruth.
I miss you when you're near and far .
But trust me i don't want it any other way,
Just take my hand and show me the way
to summer days and bright nights.
In the end, I still miss you a lot .

Love & Infatuation

Love:

it's a word people should understand what meanings it cares behind.

it's when the world is only yours.....nobody else exists.

it's the joy of losing yourself thinking of your significant other.

it's the pain mark that burns forever but never hurts once.

it's believing that building a sand wall will always be enough to save you as long as you're together.

Infatuation:

it's the same as drinking for the first time ....it's fun , quick , stupid and you forget all about it the next day.

it's the crush that teenagers have for their hot teachers .

it's puppy love ...cute, adorable and sweet ...but in the end they're dogs.

it's the glimpses you get from the hottie next door.

it's being carried away by unreasoned passion of satisfying others to have the prefect crooked picture.

Broke Me Again

break me once I'll dust it off.

break me twice I'll stand up alone
break me three times I'll still survive
but breaking me again ....I'll just lose it all

my Faith , beliefs and many other more
I know it's hard even on you
but why is it difficult to see alone
I'll live with it , I have to survive
your lovely smile and gentle heart
will help me get over my darkest nights
but not again, i promise you that
not again without my plastered heart

LiFe

Life is mine , yours and ours
can't be without it's hours
wondering if someone could understand
the logic behind it's hands
believe in it and it'll believe in you
no wonder you're that person i drew.
My roots are growing and so are yours
Life is pain, sours and love
Life is passion and lies
Life is sweet and bitter sometimes
Life is tears , sadness and joy
Life is why my roots are grown
only time can tell us why???
just believe in Life and it'll believe in you


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Yours sincerely,

Oneofthepuplic :-) :-) :-) :-)

Alone in Heaven

alone I shall live, alone I shall die and alone I shall raise to the sky.
alone I shall meet my Allah, alone I shall meet his Prophet, alone I shall be forgiven or not.
alone I shall feel the pain of my sins, alone I shall feel the love of my Allah and alone I shall see my sins and my good deeds.
alone I shall walk to Hell and Heaven.
alone I shall feel my Prophet's love and alone they shall feel my love to them.

Yours sincerely,

Oneofthepuplic :-) :-) :-) :-)

You and Me

I lost my passion to draw , write and dream
But when I think about you I'm whole again
Those days and nights restless without you
I believe in nightmares and fear
You're my knight , you're my sword , you're my flower, you're my soul
I swift away in my thoughts , thinking if my dreams are true
No truth would be more beautiful than you
Desires take over , hunger and thirst
Can't wait to see your eyes , touch your hands , feel your breath against my neck
When will the day come that my dream become yours too
I kiss the lips of thou , no wonder I 'm writing this poem
Imagine if it's true , what will your love do
Ohhh, I can't believe your mine and I'm yours too



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Oneofthepuplic :-) :-) :-) :-)

Emotions

Emotions do take over. Emotions are our life, they built us up and they break us down. If it's love or hate, happiness or sadness, crying or laughing. That's what makes you good or evil, successful or a failure. It makes your life either joyful or empty. If it's touchable I 'ld take it away, remove it. But life without pain or emotions is bitter not sweet just tasteless. Life with pain let us fell love, happiness and joy and their worst. So it's hard to live with it or without it, the only thing is to deal with it.

The freedom of Music

Music is the freedom of the soul , it's the pain we want to let go , it's that laugh we want to get out , it's the power that make us love and hate . This is music, we can explain it the way we feel. No-one can tell us what music is only you know the answer.


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Oneofthepuplic :-) :-) :-) :-)

To the one I will Love

This is what I feel, that the world is a beautiful place to fall in love with somebody, but how can I know that their Mr. /Mrs. Right. Not another person in my dark memory. Everyone, you or I will meet we’ll compare to our fathers / mothers. Its right you know that a girl / a boy always compare the man/ woman to her/his father / mother, if your father/mother was a good person you will search for the goodness in your lovers and if your father / mother wasn’t a good person you will search for the faults in your lovers to avoid falling in love with them. This is how I see it, everyone gets their hearts broken many times but the one that takes effect is the first one ever, the only man / women in a girl’s / boy’s young life is their father/mother so imagine if your first broken heart was caused from your first pure love your father / mother . So, even if you found Mr. / Mrs. Right u will find that tiny fault to avoid feeling that first broken heartache. My way of seeing things is to try to be a strong person don’t be afraid to leave a man / woman if they’re not the right one then they’re not and if they’re the right one then good luck in your life but always remember that nothing in life is easy you got to work hard toward a great love, from me to you do all the work that is needed to have the greatest love and passionate life ever, because fairy tales always comes true specially if you believe in them. Do you want to know why??........... Because we write them.

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Oneofthepuplic :-) :-) :-) :-)

What do you think of the people you went to high school with?

Well, why do people think that their Bruce almighty? When they‘re only people made from mud nothing more and nothing less. They think that they are the rollers of earth when their only the chief in command. How ignorant are they. The only roller and almighty is the one and only “Allah”.
I know what you’re reading are bunch of crappy words, that you might not understand why I evened thought about writing them…..
But look around …take a deep and a good look around you and tell me what can you see?
Can you see happy people, smiley people, achieving people, nice people, good hearted and worm people? And if you saw any of them is it one, two or three each couple of days. For me all I can see is greedy people, stupid people, sad people, freak controllers, liars and more and more and the list will never end. Then, why?
Well, cause people are trying to take the easy way out .in their puny little minds they think that working hard is for only gaining money NO it’s for achieving something in your life did a president become a president to get more money or to achieve something like being a role model or being somebody that we will remember for the rest of our life. I will not lie but this world saw the worst presidents ever but a tiny percent of them was good. You don’t excess when you’re alive you only excess when you’re dead that’s immortality to live as long as the others remember you with not with how much money you gained in a year.
I am one of the public who hates people, why you ask.
Well, everybody I knew thought in their little puny heads that I will never ever achieve any of my goals that’s because I lacked the last two years in my high school. How ignorant of them. Some of them are still in school others are not doing that well and some are hardly passing it .well I don’t know maybe they didn’t like me that much. Who knows maybe one day I will be the best in my field that’s what I wish to achieve , so I would prove to everyone that I am not lazy , greedy , stupid or as ignorant as they are.

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Oneofthepublic :-) :-) :-) :-)